my hair's feeling really long. i was taking fo-ti root a while back regularly and i noticed it growing quite a lot then. i should take it again since i have some. ;)
i've rowed 5 kms 6 out of the past 7 days. i took the past 2 months off (okay, really, i've taken 19 months off daily exercising... and it shows dreadfully. 19 months ago i fit into a size 10 easily. now i'm struggling to fit into a 16. wth!). trying to regain a regular exercise routine is... not always easy. i'd told myself i'd take today off since we were at the craft fair all day. overall, i need a more active lifestyle. bottom line. (no pun intended) i just want to see results immediately and it's not going to happen in an instant... i need to put the time and effort into caring for my body, and i've been neglecting that somethin' terrible the past 19 months.
been wearing my glasses more often for reading in poor light. surprised at what a difference it makes. still dislike wearing glasses, period. not wearing them right now and probably should be. :P
i'd really like a cup of nettle tea and a warm woodstove to sit in front of right now. and i need to get dinner started. ...waiting for culinary inspiration... lol
just processing stuff i've been reading and talking about lately. mostly to do with paradigm shifts, our sense of time accelerating, our connection to nature and Life... how our thoughts create our reality and why we repeatedly play the same game over and over on repeat without changing anything (like our thoughts) and then lamenting why the results are always the same. just thinkin' about stuff like that.
trying to process the craft fair today. otoh i feel like it was a financial let-down. i think after all expenses paid i walked away with $25, and this after 6+ hrs at the fair today as well as my time preparing. otoh i'm trying to be positive about it and see it as community building and it's not just about financial rewards. true, i got my introverted face out into the community and showed up. true.
overall, i'm kinda feeling a bit bummed about things i've created for myself in this moment. havin' a hard time focusing on the opportunity i have in front of me in any moment to create something new, something i'd be keen about. bummed because i'm livin' in the past in my thoughts on a couple things and i'm so darned attached to those damn thoughts... *deep breath*... i just need to sign off and start dinner. and then the woodstove. one thing at a time.
*sending myself Love*
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